... This blog aims to motivate my fellow teenage dirtbags :P
Wednesday, 13 July 2011
It's my birthday, ya'll!
Sunday, 5 June 2011
Surprises!
I woke up on the 1st of May to two wonderful surprises. One being the start of the monsoon.Two, I was surprised that I was actually awake by 6:30 and I saved the beat surprise for the last.. My dad being in Manipal and staying at the lovely (and only) hotel Valley View! I wake up to find a text from my sister's number and all it said was "Breakfast buffet at valley view on me. Goodmorning!".
My parents are the sweetest. They sent me a cargo filled with goodies like chocolates and my favourite cereal so that I could feel more homely while prepping for my unis which begin tomorrow. Eeyipes!
Sorry got to cut this short. I'll give.more details later.. But all i have to say is " Thank you to the big G up there for giving me wonderful parents and I feel the love! "
Friday, 20 May 2011
Ho humbug?
Monday, 9 May 2011
Mystery solved: It's GASTROENTERITIS Y'all! *eugh*
Gastroenteritis
Now for those who don't really know what this is, Here's a dictionary meaning:
Gastroenteritis (also known as gastric flu, stomach flu, and stomach virus, although unrelated to influenza) is marked by severe inflammation of the gastrointestinal tract involving both the stomach and small intestine resulting in acute diarrhea and vomiting. It can be transferred by contact with contaminated food and water. The inflammation is caused most often by an infection from certain viruses or less often by bacteria, their toxins (e.g. SEB), parasites, or an adverse reaction to something in the diet or medication.
Saturday, 7 May 2011
For the love of God, It BURNS!
Friday, 6 May 2011
Health in Hand
An Evening's Stroll
Another bad day
Home empty
No father to welcome her
Screaming, she felt guilty
Was this her fault?
Did she do this?
Isolated, alone
No goodnight's kiss
She threw down her bag
Put on her running shoes
Swiftly, she embarked on
An evening's stroll
Another evening
Without his daughter
No little to cook for
No mirth, No laughter
Did he do this?
Was this his fault?
Should he have sent that letter?
Maybe he should have called.
He grabbed his mackintosh
Ran out the door
Frustrated, he left for
An evening's stroll
Did the daughter know?
How much her daddy loved her
Did the father know?
How much she longed to come home
Soon she passed him by
He almost didn't recognise her
He called out, She came back
And together,
They found each other
On that evening's stroll
( wrote this for Pulse 2011, part of three poems I wrote in less than 25 minutes)
Equilibrium
Meanings :)
A twinkle is I is also an anagram for Nikita Lewis
Saty tnued for mroe mndsaes de la moi! :D
Thursday, 5 May 2011
Got an exam tomorrow..and I may fail but Hey, atleast my room's clean!
Let's see, I have an 80 mark paper on ENT and COP at 9 in the morn, and all I did this evening was sleep for like some 2 hours and studied for some 3 and did everything like buy myself a "Manipal University" sweatshirt for like Rs 1100 (which i think is pretty decent) plus I miss my boston one and treated myself to coffee too while studying at the lib.
It's beeb another rough day today and it inspired to make this quote
"Music may be super important to me but it's not as comforting as a friendly hug, a missed call and a joke passed"
However, I don't think it's really going to have any effect on the people it was meant for. I wonder if they realise that all negativity does no good for them or anyone around them. Hmmmm..
They've got nothing on me. Yeah, they really did upset me but it's times like these you learn how to be the better person when every bone in your body screams to just shout out and tell them what I really think about what they're saying.
I'm sure they know. How much it hurts...and all I can say is Shame on you. :-)
Peace.
I'm listening to Mr. Blunt - No tears from me. O:-)
Wednesday, 4 May 2011
I'm into rockstars right now. HA!
Writing is beautiful, you write, and it’s saved, and though you may be long gone, what’s written stays. Be it a carving on a tree, a sign on a document, a simple I love you note, an autograph, endless rantings.. they all stay. And just because it stays, don’t write to create a good impression. Write because you want to feel how you felt all over again, that moment and what a lasting impression it was.
So today, with that in mind, I’m going to write about one incident, that may have possibly changed more than one life.
He’s this kinda cute looking guy. But that’s not what I’m attracted to. I like the carefree attitude he has, and the way he just strolls into places. He may not notice me, but who gives a crap, He’s given me enough candy to last a day!
That particular day was Flava ( the food festival that KMC holds to raise money for themselves or something) and I had just walked back into CCD. I had an exam the next day mind you, it was Voice, and I barely did three disorders out of the gabajillion that we have. I wasn’t particularly refreshed that day and all, but oddly not worried about my exam. I put on my headphones and thought okay, time to study!
I looked back to see where he was and he was right behind me. I’ll explain this using the alphabet.
I turned back and continued reading, and I was listening to James Blunt I think, when I thought.. why don’t I go over and say hi? Why am I always a chicken? Like what have I got to lose? He may not like me, or think I’m weird but why am I letting fear come in and not let me do something I want to do. And then all I could think about was two things, one being Eleanor Roosevelt’s quote from Princess Diaries where Dr. Cowboy says “Do one thing everyday that scares you”, and um the very thought of talking to him.. yeah..( I’d eat a cockroach instead ) and two, how Mia talks to Lana in PD4 and totally asks her to let SkinnerBox play as the band for Prom.
But you know what, next thing I knew I found myself, putting my books and pencil down, pulling out my earphones, and turning around and walking up to where he was sitting and saying “Hi!, May I sit here for a bit? Are you busy?”
Yeah, let me tell you what my brain was saying “what the f**k are you doing?”
And my heart was beating waaaay too fast to even like think or feel, but the rush? The adrenaline? KILLER! I COULD have jumped from a cliff and not felt any pain from the adrenaline I could feel just pumping in.
And this is what I told him: “My name is Nikita, and I’m a super shy person, so I thought I’d do something that scares me, which is talking to strangers, and You’re kinda a stranger so I thought I’d just say Hi, Hope you don’t mind!”
Can you believe it? I did that. And then he just went on to say, that he didn’t mind at all, he was a friendly person, and he had seen me around with a mutual friend we had and I frequently hang out with.
The conversation went on, me talking about how I saw him at a retreat once, and how his leg was sprained and he said he used to see a lot in CCD with Mandeep and we talked about church, and I went on to say he wouldn’t recognize me in church cause I look super formal.
RANDOMN.. It was such a random nice conversation, and later I just went all oh okay I have to study now, but later.
And then I see him the next day, and I just wave and ask if he’s free, and he just motions to like come over and I sit right next to him. And then we talked about music, and random stuff, and we happened to have another mutual friend who actually teased me about it later.
I see him occasionally in CCD now, and he says hi, but we haven’t had a one – on – one chat again. AND mind you, I go to CCD in my jammies (it’s in the lib) and I used to dress up before but now.. I just go in whatever I’m comfortable with. The thing is with me, this time.. No expectations. I don’t expect him to magically just like me, and maybe his friends may not like me or I’m just not his type, it’s all okay. Maybe we’ll turn out to be really good friends.. But ever since that day, I’ve been proud of myself. It takes GUTS. Like just CRAZY insane GUTS to just go out there and say hi, no wonder guys don’t do it. I wouldn’t blame them. But ever since that day, I’m confident in me. Like I can go out with my wet hair and a long shirt that’s tied and faded jeans and virtually no make –up on save for the eyeliner I carry in my compass and a good pinch on the cheeks, and be CONFIDENT!
To quote Pink’s song “I’m still a rockstar, I got my rockmoves” It’s true, so maybe I’m not all rockstarry on the outside, and pretty much look like a geek, but hey “I’m still a rockstar, I got my geekiness and my awkwardness, and I got my rock moves and moments like these that make it all worth it”
That’s one moral.
Two, I aced my voice exam, got the highest in class. Lol.
Three, He may not like me, but I sure as hell raised my confidence bar, from like a - 500 to perhaps a + 499? :P
Four, I’m motivated and I think I should tell Meg Cabot that she has no idea how truly she has impacted people’s lives with her chick lit.
....So have you been a rockstar lately?